you reached the top of the mountain!

...and your ego welcomed you :(:

that moment when you just faced one big fear, you beat the obstacle, you managed to enjoy the process of manifestation. you have the prize in your hands, you acknowledge you’re aligned, you’re there (there!) you realize you’re riding the wave. you finally figured out how. you think everyone deserves to feel this freedom! “i’ll teach them, they don’t know how, i’m better than…” aaand you’re back at step one: ego takes control and new fears appear.

i recently found myself in that situation and here it is what i did to move forward:

• i’m suddenly passionate about kabbalah (hi adhd and hi madonna). i’m learning with david ghiyam. he’s pragmatic and he sees us as holy receivers of the universe’s infinite abundance. tbh, feeling grateful to receive has felt like a breeze.
he became a self-made millionaire at 15, by playing poker and investing his earnings on the stock market. then he became an incessant student of kabbalah and has been teaching it for 23 years philanthropically (all his courses are pay-what-you-can and he donates the money). i’m not sure about his current political views 🍉🍉🍉🕊️ but i’m for sure trying his methods! (i also really like his prayers at the end of his youtube videos).

amanda frances is a thought leader on financial empowerment for women. my business coach recommended her to me (she is inside her mastermind for entrepreneurs). amanda has meditations on wealth for women… but don’t you feel a bit curious about what us girlies are doing to shine so brightly? i’m giving these a try, i have a feeling that it will lead to more.

i got these two teachers, by embracing my shadow. first, the opportunity to listen to my intuition. since madonna’s birthday i’ve felt pulled towards kabbalah, and omg have i seen results! and second, i had to admit how illiterate i was about money not so far ago, which allowed me to start learning and start generating profits, but then i hit a crystal ceiling. an energetically one. one that is traumatically stored in the body and wouldn’t allow me to move forward.

• by consequence, i joined a 3-day somatic breath-work practice with adam carbary. i’m still processing it all. yet i already feel more focused, present and connected to my body 😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨 which is allowing me to make moves, take risks, and keep earning, even when my mind is revisiting old patterns. no more freeze state! ⛄️

alpha acosta is a psychologist, an emotional intelligence coach, a leadership change agent, and a renowned actress in mexico’s national t.v. channels, theatre and cinema. she was also the facilitator of the last women’s group i joined in situ. if any of this rings any bells, send her a message. she probably already has the program or service you’re wanting. she also gives 1:1 sessions.

these are my most recently proved methods in my bag of tricks. let me just give you one extra spiritual gift. imagine: it’s your 70th birthday, you are very healthy and your parents are driving you somewhere (picture them as the happiest you ever saw them). you arrived at your favourite restaurant. the parking lot seems a bit crowded, but the lights of the place are off. you open the doors with your folks by your side and surprise! it’s a party for you. the attendants are all the people you’ve ever met and they are all reunited to thank you personally for what they got from you. what are they thankful for'? go bask in this feeling and expand your heart’s capacity for receiving love. visit this sensation when trying to manifest. use it and use it more! get used to how your mere existence is a miracle to some of us.

sending you lots of love, a flirty wink and a long hug,
mora